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my peoms
Thursday May 10, 2007
I remember a type of quote people used to say
But I never really understood it 'til today
Life will only get harder from here
I think about that almost every time I shed a tear
I look back on the happy years I once had
And I wish for them to come back Oh so bad
Pressure is a big part of teenage lives today
Temptations of sex, drugs, and violence never seem to go away
You never really know which road to choose
It seems which ever way you go, your bound to lose
Happiness eventually falls on your lap
Only to look once more and see it gone in a snap
Why does it seem I can't smile like before?
As if the joyous part of me walked right out the door
I never show my true feelings which is why I'm writing this poem
I guess my feelings are personal to me and I'm too embarrassed to show 'em
One day I'll find happiness again
I just have to live my life until then
And while I'm waiting just for that
I think I'll give myself a pat on the back
'Cuz I've come this far without giving up completely
I'm trying to enjoy life, it's very difficult, believe me
I guess that's the message I'm trying to send out
To keep your head up when giving up is what your thinkin 'bout
Take life's punches right in the face
And you'll see things will come to you at there own pace | | Posted by Lucky at 8:25 AM - | |
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Friday July 7, 2006
I love you more than words can say
I hope you will never ever go away.
I hope you will stay here with me
maybe then you will see
how much I love you
how much I care
& how much I want to always be there
when you are hurt, when you are sad.
seeing you happy makes me glad.
when you are mad, it makes me blue
I only want the best for you.
my past relationships are nothing compared to this
I can hardly wait till our next kiss.
I am certain, I am sure
that my love for you is totally pure.
you are my world, you are my life
maybe one day I will be your husband.
I do not know if it will last that long
but in my heart you will always belong.
I do not know if we are to be wed
only God knows what lies ahead
but as of right now
I give you this vow
I will love you for the rest of time
on me, you do not have to spend a dime
I do not care about the money
& no I am not trying to be funny!
I am being serious
so do not think that I am delirious.
I do not care what other people say
it is with you I want to stay
ill always keep a part of you with me
& wherever I am there you will be
I cant stop loving you
you are with me in all I do
I love you more than words can say
I hope you will never ever go | | Posted by Lucky at 1:37 PM - | |
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Monday June 19, 2006
Life frozen or caught on fire,
why does it matter?
Cut deep or shallow scratch,
in narrow alleys with a patch of darkness.
Falling up or getting down,
a cup of glass cutting our throats.
Mass collections of suicide notes,
and a small amount of hope.
Falling into death in deep with darkness,
seeking thought or maybe not.
Going in circles with out a fight,
not slavery and so far out of sight.
Loss and false hopes binding us down,
its our cost of not being found.
Sounds of voices peek in our heads,
fallen asleep deep in our beds.
Graves of memories found in our dreams,
deep dreams filling with passion and rising with action.
Faith calling and showing our fates,
knowing of death and full of hates.
Sedating our minds and lost hopes of love,
kind and gentle thoughts of warmness,
Killed our fate of endless fought circles,
lonelyness found here between worlds.
The sound of calling,
found and falling.
| | Posted by Lucky at 5:59 PM - | |
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I would need this gun
To complete my mission
I would need this CD
So I can listen
A cell phone
To say good bye
Kleenex
For my cry
This is the sweetest suicide
A car
So I can drive
A pin and pad
To leave a note
Alcohol
To numb the pain
Weed
To fuck up my brain
Maybe coke
To thin my veins
This is the sweetest suicide
Photos
To remember the good times
A destination
To do my crime
The ocean
Because I love it
A watch
To mark the time
Farewell
Goodbye
I can't make up my mind
This is the sweetest suicide
I feel the wind blowing up my sleeves
The ocean water touching my knees
The earth is so beautiful
To bad I have to leave
The tide is high
I take a swim
Now I start counting
Down to my sin
The gun is loaded
My letters wrote
Blues are playing
I take a line of coke
Calls are made
Messages sent
I hit this weed
And take a sip
Splatter my brains
And fall into the ocean
This is the sweetest suicide
Farewell
Goodbye.
| | Posted by Lucky at 5:55 PM - | |
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On the Wings of Dreams
I'm flying free
with a dreamer's dream,
To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt;
Where shadows and hauntings
of all time and space,
Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace...
happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace.
A land with no storms, without pouring rains,
where changes abound and great comfort remains;
Where all hate is replaced,
all questions erased;
Where new memories are shaped,
with wonderous light...
of romance and love, before out of sight;
A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought,
where butterflies are free,
their colors uncaught;
With milk oceans to see,
fresh air to breathe;
Countless flowers and trees,
fragrancing the soft whispering breeze.
No more webs of deceit,
where lovers have fought;
No battles of hopelessness,
where all love is lost.
Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts,
Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught.
It is the stairway to heaven,
this dreamland we seek...
Hopefully for all is more than a peek...
at a future end to the ultimate pain,
of great loyalty and love...
lost and estranged.
This dance of life I endlessly write,
Is an end to the pain, and every soul's light.
To a life fulfilled at the end of our time...
to dream second chances for new love we can find.
Here's to all of us ending our heavenly climb,
With the company of romance and lovelight sublime.
| | Posted by Lucky at 5:04 PM - | |
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